Sunday, July 17, 2011
She gave me a bracelet and Its a little too much?
initially she tried to give me a bracelet and I was like "you know im not tryna wear all that haha" she wouldnt drop it for the duration of the time we spent together yesterday. She kept asking and asking and asking, I was playing around but in reality its a bit much she kept saying "this is a symbol of our relationship." Im like "naw it doesnt fit and its broken haha." I feel like its moving too fast, she was so adamant about me wearing it. She even said "If you care about me youll do it." which I dont like at all. thats a controlling statement to me, its like saying you dont care about me if you dont wear this bracelet which is stupid so therefor ima choose not to wear it haha. She explained to me that she got it from Mexico and her Dad gave her 2 one thats Black and another one thats Red. She wanted to give me the Red one and she explained to me what it means to her she said "I have Mexico in my heart because its where I was born and where my heart is, and I want to give this to you because your always in my heart too, and it would mean a lot to me, since we agreed to be in a committed relationship, this is just an reminder that your in one." I started laughing because she said "If you ever forget your in a relationship youll look down and see this" and In my mind im thinking so if I dot wear this little bracelet then it means that we arent in a committed relationship and that I dont care about you? even though I didnt say that in my mind I'm thinking why the emphasis on this bracelet for? and Im deciding not to wear it today haha, it feels like a effing marriage band, and I feel smothered by it, it feels like its just too much almost to the point where I just want to keep it moving
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