I'm still so in love with my ex...?

He broke up with me on easter saying "he's not ready for a relationship" and I said it's fine and even gave him a hug and he even peeked through my window to check if I was ok and everything..I deleted him from facebook and my phone eventhough he said we can still be friends (but to be honest I was so hurt and I don't believe I could be just friends with him). I didn't talk to him for around 3 weeks until I realized I still had his camera he lent me for my uni and I messaged on facebook if he still wanted it and he said yeah it's all good if I still wanted to borrow it for uni and I said naw it's ok just let me know when you want to pick it up :). But after that I heard nothing anymore...I asked if he wanted to come to a comedy night with me, but he was working then and said maybe next week we can go...I know it's so wrong....and it doesn't seem like he cares waht I'm up to or whatever...I dunno...